This is simply a way to get out my feelings.
I'm going to change all the names and just let it flow.
I'm pretty upset about the fact that my father is dating someone... Mandrea. Okay.
The name changing isn't going... well.
So i wont, but nevertheless, four years ago my dad started dating a girl that worked in his office for awhile.
They apparently hit it off and my dad started seeing her.
Being the daddy's girl I am-- or was, I was protective of him and didn't want to meet her thinking it would blow over.
When they started dating, I moved to with my mom to another state and avoided seeing her at all costs during visits to New York. but last winter 08, I wasn't too lucky.
She came with my dad to my cousin, TJ's wedding. My dad insisted I meet her and I was kinda pissed. If I had known she was coming I would've stayed home.
I wish I did, considering the fact I'm in this state of blind anger.
I was polite and kinda ignored her. Under the pressure of my drunk aunts I admitted that she wasn't that bad. I hardly saw her after that... Just trips to New York and it was only for a day, but as things with my mom got worse I decided to move in with my dad who was still with Andrea at this time.
Now my dads had a horrible habit of cheating. On my mom, three times I think, maybe more and now Andrea. Still she doesn't know.
I know.
He knows, thats it.
He doesn't know I know.
But meh, its a fucked up world.
I moved to New York in June, we went on vacation to California and I already started seeing things decline...
But only slowly.
Andrea has major freak outs in small cars, she bosses me around and is capable of making me want to up chuck everytime she just HAS to kiss my dad infront of me.
she gets extremely jealous and apparently thinks shes more important than me.
she wants something of her own because she had a sister all her life, vis a vis my dad.
i'm completely over the two of them sharing secrets, skiping work together to do fun stuff and the extreme amount of PDA they shove down my throat.
basically saying my dad has me freaking out.
i hate this situation.
i'd like to move out.
and never speak to him again.